I am in a good place right now, I think. I’ve finally gotten over the drama of liking someone who was so afraid to hurt me and ended up not telling things to me straight. I’d like to think I’m mature enough to handle rejection. I just wished he told me straight up.
My ex-partner and I are in a good place. I won’t go as far as saying that we are really friends, but I think we’ve put our past behind. I’m still not losing hope though that we can become friends. I still sometimes recall our fond memories. But that’s that — memories. Last week, he briefly met the person I am dating and I didn’t sense anything other than disinterest — which I thought was a good thing. Ha. At least he wasn’t mad or something. (Hi ex, if what I said here is wrong, feel free to Viber me. :P)
UPDATE: So the ex Viber-ed me and said that he was hurt that I think we’re not friends. So okay, we are friends. I’ll just categorize him as my bitchy friend. LOL
So, yeah…I’m dating again. Which, for most people, is kind of fast and crazy. Here’s why:
- Fast because my last relationship ended exactly three months ago. And then I dated shortly after that (refer to paragraph 1), which ended more than a month ago. And now I am dating again, exclusively, for a couple of weeks now; and,
- Crazy because the guy I’m dating now and I used to date the same guy. Crazy, right? 🙂
But I am in a good place now. I can say that I am happy. But I also really want to take things slow. Just so I can make sure that I am okay. I don’t want to rush into things. I am really enjoying where we are now. I can see things progress and I don’t want to spoil it by being too fast.
This has been my favorite song for more than a week now: